Friday, May 21, 2010

Graduating

I think me graduating will be one of the best thing for me cause i really dislike school i am really not a big fan of it the reason one reason why i love school is Wrestling it is like my life really i think if they didnt have wrestling i probably wouldn't be here i probably would of go to Triplet cause i do like to stay in school for like 7 hours I just like to leave every time I'm in here cause i i cant deal with but thank god for wrestling cause o really wouldnt make it.

Preparing For The Real World

Well right after High School I'm going have to prepare for the world i think everybody will have to go through this cause i think that it really important that people knows what is about to happen when ever you are out of cause you will be out of school and you will be on your own.But that what i think that scares me the most having to be out in this crazy world by myself i think which i really don't want to do that i just wish i can stay young forever and have my mom do everything for me like she do.

Thursday, May 20, 2010

Their Eyes Were Watching God

I think that the movie was really good i think that Halle Berry did a really good job in the movie it was way different from the book cause i am actually looking at what happening and i think that its really good.I really think that Tea cake had done a good job acting in this. I think this movie makes me like the book even more i really didnt understand the book as much but no the book makes it more understanding now.

Monday, May 17, 2010

I REALLY WISH........

I really wish that i would do good in a lot of things one of them has to be in Nursing cause i think that is my top priority cause i think since I'm having a kid i think i want him to have a good life and raised with everything. And i want him to have everything and i just want him to have a life that i have right now and want him to have a good relationship that i have with my dad i just want him to have a perfect life.

Getting into Tech

I think me getting into Tech College is one of the best thing that i think just now happen to me i had just now went to go see my Guidance Counselor and he had told me that i got in to OCC its a community college i think its good cause i would get some of my Health service class over with and i am really glad cause i always wanted to work in the Nursing Field . Now this is something i am going to go home and tell my mommy she will be really happy.

when in doubt, let your instinct guide you

I think when in doubt, let your instinct guide you. I think that is so right i know sometimes whenever you have a gut feeling i think that you should surely go with it cause i think whenever it comes down you are always right and nobody can say nothing about your judgment and they really cant say nothing to you and only you can change so whenever you have a gut feeling go with it there no wrong or right whenever it comes down to it.

Wednesday, April 28, 2010

Defining Love

What is love I'm really not sure what love is i mean i don't know which to use cause their are alot and i don't know which one to use. But what i think love is a strong emotion or feeling and that you have a strong attachment to them. But love can also use differently to like i love this place it can be use in all kind of way thats why i wasn't sure how to use it but love is a hard time to find though and if you have a love dont loose it cause your life can lonesome

What you want for yourself / your own life

What i think i want for myself probably is alot. I want to finish high school with no problem without me failing any classes i just want to finish high school so i get my diploma. What i always want for myself is what i always wanted since i was like 10 years old is to be a nurse i think that would be one of the job for me i just really like to help people and try to save and fix their life's but i think that will be one is like one of the most things to me cause i have to take care of my kid.

Tuesday, April 27, 2010

Standing up for yourself

I think standing up for yourself is one of the best things you can do. I think if you stand up for yourself it will show that your not a punk and you can defend yourself. Well i had a friend that wasn't to good with defending himself and he was always scared so at lunch people will be always picking on him and i told him yo your like so big why cant you defend why cant you tell him to back of and he told he cant and that he is scared. So i told him you cant always be scared you have to defend yourself even if that mean fighting with someone and he told me alright and he said i will try it so the next day the guy that always pick on him at school told him to get so he cant get the seat and said no and the guy said i am going to punch you in the face if you don't get and soon as i know my friend just lay him out with one punch and i was like good standing up for yoursel.f

When leaving is right

I think when leaving is right is when your in a bad argument and you know something is going to happen and its going to be bad so i think that will be the right time to leave so you wouldn't be in trouble and that you can save yourself. Another thing you know when leaving is right is probably if your in like the worse relationship and your partner hits on you and tell you that your nothing and worthless but its really hard for you but that will be the right time to know when its time to leave that someone .

Thursday, April 1, 2010

Big Mansion

Once upon a time there was a big mansion on the corner and nobody didn’t want to turn that corner but that was the only way for them to go home from school everybody always wanted to avoid the big old mansion by walking on the other side of the street. But they couldn’t they always wanted to look at it but they couldn’t help their self. But one boy and his friend walk down the street getting ready to go home from school and jimmy said one day I am going to get in that house and I’m going to see what’s in there and who’s in there and his friend ken said no you wouldn’t do that and ken said promise you wouldn’t go in there without me I want to see what inside there too and who live there and ken said my mom told me that a Big, muscular with a shaved head and a mean look guy lives there he is Medium height, black skin, dark hair cut short and sometimes have a beard but its shaved often though.

So jimmy asked ken would you like to go over there we will have time to head on home and ken said well I guess we can it wouldn’t hurt nobody to take a look we only going to see who live in there in wouldn’t be that bad so they both walked in the house and look around it was so big they didn’t know where to start but they heard a noise coming from upstairs and they follow the noise , they came up the stairs he seen that the noise was getting close and closer and they was a man in the bathroom shaving and he look the exactly the way ken describe and then jimmy turned around and said how well do your mom know that guy and he said well we live here and jimmy said so you lied to me about where you live and ken said no you never asked and ken said I thought you wouldn’t like it cause it was big and scary that why I never ask you and ken ask would you like to stay for dinner and jimmy said yes and ask who was that guy you was telling me about and ken said my father and laughed

Wednesday, March 31, 2010

Youtube

I think that Youtube has to be like one of the best internet pages ever plenty of people goes on that page for everything i think is one of the best places to find music cause thats the only thing i do whenever i go on there or if i need to look at something that i miss on televison that why so much people counts on that so they can find they music or videos and even cheat codes for games like instruction that why i think that youtube is one of the best internet pages to go on.

WWE

I think that WWE is one of the dumbest sport ever well you know i really don't even think that this is a sport because is so dumb and so fake let me just call it a fight that's what all it is, is just dumb people fight for belts and crap its really ignorant cause it really put High School wrestling down and why people don't come out to wrestle but i think that Wrestling is like one of the best sport cause no other sport is more dangerous and competitive than wrestling nobody can go through what wrestlers like me go through only if we get that WWE crap of T.V. we would make us a good name for ourselves.

Blogging

When i first heard about our teacher was going to start letting us blog i really didnt know what that was i first thought that we were going to get on Myspace or Facebook and i was like alright we get to get on myspace because i have one and we get to talk to friends which i love to do so i was so excited but when i found out that it wasn't that i was bummed and i thought it was one of the dumbest things cause we have to talk about our lives and and all kind of crap but it was all about that i thought it was pretty cool and that what I'm doing right now and i like it and i thinks its pretty fun

Whats Addicting

I think the things that have to be addicting to me right now is probably my phone and probably my P.S.3 i mean not probably it is cause i be one both like every day it is like what makes my day really fun and i probably couldn't live with out those two. The reason why Im addicted to my phone is the texting cause i text everyday even when I'm in school even though you not suppose to do that b but i do and i think is fun to do it in school and around our teacher back but i got one of my phone took away but i got it right back. And the reason why I'm addicted to my P.S.3 is that i play whenever Im not at school when Im bored cause its fun i love playing online with friends its just fun.

The Best Rapper

i think the best in the world has to be The Notorious B.I.G he is like one of my favorite rapper from all time i don't think he will never leave my hitlist for my best rapper my favorite song from his has to be Big Papa that my favorite song from all time the reason why i really like is that he express all the things that happen in life into music and i think that's the best way to do it cause its really like writing poem but he is just putting in a beat. And another reason why i like him is that hes from Brooklyn and that where I'm from and he only live four blocks down from me and i think that's really awesome cause that really a cool thing to tel me friends about and my kids when i have some.

Lil wayne is going to jail

Whenever you about Lil Wayne what come to your mind some might say the best rapper alive some people might say a big pot smoker or a gangsta or cough syrup drinker but guess what he is going to jail for a year for having a gun on his tour bus which is not his. He was coming out of a concert and a N.Y.P cop pulled him over and when the cop found the gun on his tour bus he didn't know who Lil Wayne was he had to ask one of sheriff which one is he is so they can put the cuffs on him. But to find out the gun wasn't his he still has to go to jail in Rockers Islands.

Monday, March 8, 2010

Regional Champ

Well me being a regional champ i think that its the best thing cause now everybody is very scared of me now in my weight class so they will have to drop or bump up a weight class so they can so they can stay away from me which i think is really funny.I think that i have a lot of people to thanks for me winning the regional and one of them that made a really big affect on it is probably my Coach Lee Mitchell hes probably one of the best coaches ever because he never had to do this he just wanted to this for the kids and i really believe him cause he had been there for me a lot and my dad for pushing me and last but not least my teammates.

Thursday, March 4, 2010

Reflection

I think that the movie the Dead Poets Society is like a really good movie but i really don't think that i learned much from it but my favorite part from it probably will be whenever they first found that cave and they will go there like everyday and talk and have meeting and they will talk about how they were doing and they read each other poems.But my favorite part of will be when the guy said that he has one of the best poem then he open up an paper and he had a pornography picture showing the female body parts and i thought that it was funny because he said that he had a poem that he wanted to share and it was a porn picture.What i think i learned from this movie is that you shouldn't push your son to do something that he don't want to do and you should listen to what they have to say and make sure that you feel what your kid is feeling cause its always good to hear your kids out.

2nd block

Today in school i think my favorite class right now is probably U.S history cause right now we are learning about the Great depression and Hitler.I really cant believe how Hitler can do that cause i know that they were in like in the same Great depression with us cause what had happen in the the first war ww1.But its like really crazy how you can just take a country that been in like a really bad shape since they were in the great depression and turn them around and make them one of the strongest and got to be the wealthiest country.Well the reason why i think that they became real strong is because they had been going through really tough time and then Hitler came and told them that he will get them out of the mess they are in right now and he did so that's what made people go to him and follow in his footstep.

Sunday, February 28, 2010

Disney

When ever you think about Disney what do you think about probably cartoon , Disney world but i bet you wouldn't think about ESPN.The reason why i said ESPN is because Disney owns ESPN the whole network yes Walt Disney does i didn't believe myself either but the number 1 sport network is own by a guy that made the Disney channel with all the show's like Hannah Montana yes but i think that its pretty awesome that somebody like Walt Disney owns ESPN.

ACT

I know mostly every student that's in high school wants to go to college and go to the party's and play sports but there's one thing that people stress about and its there ACT scores.Many people in my school have to take the ACT test on March 9th all juniors do I have been stressing this whole time cause i really want to make a good score so i can get into good colleges cause i think that will be the only way i can get into a good college and i hope that i am right but if i don't score good on my first one i will take it over again so i can do better.

Is the world ending at 2012

Many people probably got they calender marked for the world ending at 2012 i don't but plenty of people do though.I really don't think about things like that happening cause it makes me scared cause i really don't want something like that happening cause i will only be 19 years old and im to young to die I don't think nobody should at that age but some do and also i really dont want to loose my friends and especially loose my family cause they are the best thing that ever happen to me and i love them but with everything happening with the earthquakes like that happening i really do think it might happen but i don't want to believe it.

Chile

In South America the world strongest hit earthquakes one of the most popular country in the world.It was Chile and a 8.8 earthquake had hit Chile at 3:34 am it was really devastating cause there was another strong earthquake that hit Haiti to and after you think that everything was going really good like getting food supplies for Haiti getting clothing, and starting to get the economy up there and then this happens its really bad you wouldn't believe it you would think that the world is coming to an end like my friend said.But that earthquake was so bad that it almost send an Tsunami to Hawaii but they canceled the alert cause everything was cooling down but i think everything is just going wrong.

After college

I think after college i will be doing find i will probably already have kids but i will already be a RN nurse something that i always wanted to be since like 9 years old and still wants to be it, and probably be married.I probably have everything i wanted in my life that i ever wanted like a nice family, a nice house, a wonderful job that i always wanted and probably my wonderful beautiful kids that will be there for me for the rest of my life and my wife a person that i can grow old with i think that's is what planned for me after college

Friday, February 26, 2010

Coaching

So since wrestling is over it been really bored cause i dont have nothing to do at all cause i dont do anything at all soon after i get out of school i go straight home i tried to play games and all but it get bored really i also tried to like play cards which was really fun at first but since i played it for like 20 times it gotten bored.So i called my coach which his name is Lee and i ask him may i help you with anything or do you need help with anything and he was yea i tried to call you and ask you can you help me coach the Elementary and Middle School practice i was like sure coach anything to get out of the house and do something beside wasting precious time in the house, but i never thought that coaching will be so hard it probably like teaching it is teaching i mean but its hard though but its really better than staying in the house

Wednesday, February 24, 2010

State Wrestling 2010

This year was my second time back to state i had went my sophomore year that is when i got third place in regional but this year i got first in a 215 weight class not the same as i was last year i was 189 but i thought that i would of done pretty good but i thought wrong cause the 215 weight class was like really hard. So when we got there its just brought back some bad memory like how i got eliminated the second round and i thought to myself that i wasn't going out that early this time so i work hard the day i got of for state and i wrestle with my friend Marc and he work me real hard and that when i knew that this was for my own good so i got ready to wrestle and was competing to get a metal i found out that i was doing really good and having good stamina and conditioning and i got 9th place in state

Sunday, January 31, 2010

Teenage Father

When i found out that i was going to be a father i was like oooh my gosh cause i was like I'm still a teenager but i was really scared. So when i found that i was going to be a Father i was like how am i going to tell my parents but i didnt tell one of them and it was my father i made my girlfriend father tell my dad cause i was really scared but when my dad found out he really wasnt mad he just told me that he will be there and talked to me about the responsiblity that i will have.I still having told my mom yet but i will someday i really dont want to be mad at me but i dont think that she wouldnt be that mad but i dont want to make her upset cause i love my mom and that would be the last thing i want her to be at me is mad but i think that she will take it well.

Maturity

Everybody that i knows say that i am like most imature person but i dont think so i know the stuff that i do it dumb like spitting on people, sniffing salt and pepper at the same time,talking about people,making fun at people and doing really dumb stuff but i dont think that i am imature i just think that i am a big kid but i know that but i am still young though but now since that i know that i am going to be a father i have to mature and stop being a kid cause my girlfriend said that she dont wanna have to kids so i guess that i have to change and i will change but i dont think i want to change now cause its going to be hard cause i love her and i will change but its going to be hard i know but i guess that i have to take the responsibilty as a Father to change.

My Grade

Is colleged is really worth going.Thats what i ask myself whenver i look at my grades whenever i open my report card but with my grades it look like i can really go to into a petty good college i think that it will be a good thing but i dont want to go to a big college like a unversity cause i know i will miss my girlfriend, family and friend i am always wondering what people think like if they will be mad or not but i think that i will really do find in a community college so i wouldnt be far away from friend and people that i love the most.I know what i do aint right cause my mom said never think about what people say and follow wt heart tell but its hard cause i dont want people to be mad at me but i think i will do what my mom tell me like go with my gut feeling so i think that i will go to a communtiy cause i really want to be nurse cause i think that it will be good for me and for everybody.

Thursday, January 28, 2010

My Missing Piece

I think that my missing piece is my mom cause she had been there for me and she like the best ever the best anybody can wish for in there life and i love her with all my heart.i think that everybody in there life should have like a missing piece cause if you can find that piece it can have an can have a big affect on you in later on in life.But the reason why my mom is a missing piece is that she 's not here with me now cause she lives in Nashville cause she had an job offering so she moved so i stay down here so i can finish up High School. But my mom is my pride and joy and i think that if i loose her it will ripped my heart apart and there wouldn't be a reason for me to live.

Thursday, January 14, 2010

Every time I walk home from pratice I always ask myself what if this world was only dark without no morning but just darkness. And I think that if it is always dark would the world would be evil cause some people think that black is a symbol for evil and more things like lonely,sad,mad and even more and I think that's the way people should see it. I think sometimes whenever it gets dark something wrong is happening someone is dying but people should really take the look into it like how would it be if it was just dark.

Saturday, January 9, 2010

What are yall favorite things to do whenever you have spare time and you have no plans. I know that plenty of people got differnet things to do in their free time like watchin they favorite show, playing games, reading or blogging. But my favorite thing to do whenever I have free time is to watch Man vs Wild that's like the best show I think out there on television. He does like crazy that people normally don't do he mekes the helicopter that he rides drop him off and he has to do really terrific things to stay survive like eat maggots it raw catfish and eat scorpion and that why I like to that while I have free time cause like to watch adventure things it like intrest me.

Thursday, January 7, 2010

Like all my life I always wanted to be the best at everything in life and my father that's in my life he had push me in everything that I do which mean sports my father was like the best soccer player ever I had seen tapes of him whenever he was in High School and he set a whole bunch of records at wingate that's what his high school was call in Brooklyn,New york so he's knows all about competing and everything else so that's why whenever I have any sports event and I'm in it my father will get on to me how I'm not doing that and I can say nothing back to him cause he right and he's know what it takes to be winner and a competitor. But I think after I start like doing things right and work hard at everything I do I will be the best sport player in my life cause I know what it takes and I believe in myself and I know what it takes so please take not from your parent cause it can help you in some way.

Wednesday, January 6, 2010

As long as I live I will never drink a gallon of water whenever I watch a scary movie called Candyman. I can remeber it like it was yesterday me and all my family instead of my father but we all watch the movies then all the sudden I had fell asleep and I think that my old of brother had pick me up and put me in my bad. Then I woke up in the middle of the night really having to go to the bathroom really bad and I said to myself I really wish I didn't drink that gallon of water that day cause I had to piss so bad. But one thing made me not wanna go be it was the dark and that how my house was pitch black black so I couldn't do anything so I stand there for like the longest thinking to myself do I wanna be a man and walk to bathroom or pee on myself so I stood there and think but then I heard a noise coming through the door the thought to myself and said is that candyman but it was my father.
Have you ever heard the song crawl by Chris Brown ita makes like perfect sense he's say that before you walk you have to crawl like until you are strong enough to walk but he was talking about your relationship before you want to get better in a relationship you have to take small steps until you can get better. And he sed another thing he said and then you run until your strong enough jump and then you fly its really a nice song and it compares a lot to the relationship to people and I really dedicates this song to people that's in a relationship and they will really like this song.

Monday, January 4, 2010

I think my christmas break was really good ieven though the wrestling team had pratice but overall it had to be one of the christmas break I had cause I had go one of the present I had ever had from my mother her love and a PS3 is like one of the best present. Whenever my mom told me that there really wasn't no santa clause at the age of 10 I didn't know what to do I thought I wouldn't be able to live anymore but whenever I got that PS3 I had really believe that they was a santa clause it was my mom and dad and I'm pretty sure that I woulnd make it if I never had my parents that why I love my parents so much and I couldn't live with out them.