Teenage Father

When i found out that i was going to be a father i was like oooh my gosh cause i was like I'm still a teenager but i was really scared. So when i found that i was going to be a Father i was like how am i going to tell my parents but i didnt tell one of them and it was my father i made my girlfriend father tell my dad cause i was really scared but when my dad found out he really wasnt mad he just told me that he will be there and talked to me about the responsiblity that i will have.I still having told my mom yet but i will someday i really dont want to be mad at me but i dont think that she wouldnt be that mad but i dont want to make her upset cause i love my mom and that would be the last thing i want her to be at me is mad but i think that she will take it well.

Maturity

Everybody that i knows say that i am like most imature person but i dont think so i know the stuff that i do it dumb like spitting on people, sniffing salt and pepper at the same time,talking about people,making fun at people and doing really dumb stuff but i dont think that i am imature i just think that i am a big kid but i know that but i am still young though but now since that i know that i am going to be a father i have to mature and stop being a kid cause my girlfriend said that she dont wanna have to kids so i guess that i have to change and i will change but i dont think i want to change now cause its going to be hard cause i love her and i will change but its going to be hard i know but i guess that i have to take the responsibilty as a Father to change.

My Grade

Is colleged is really worth going.Thats what i ask myself whenver i look at my grades whenever i open my report card but with my grades it look like i can really go to into a petty good college i think that it will be a good thing but i dont want to go to a big college like a unversity cause i know i will miss my girlfriend, family and friend i am always wondering what people think like if they will be mad or not but i think that i will really do find in a community college so i wouldnt be far away from friend and people that i love the most.I know what i do aint right cause my mom said never think about what people say and follow wt heart tell but its hard cause i dont want people to be mad at me but i think i will do what my mom tell me like go with my gut feeling so i think that i will go to a communtiy cause i really want to be nurse cause i think that it will be good for me and for everybody.

My Missing Piece

I think that my missing piece is my mom cause she had been there for me and she like the best ever the best anybody can wish for in there life and i love her with all my heart.i think that everybody in there life should have like a missing piece cause if you can find that piece it can have an can have a big affect on you in later on in life.But the reason why my mom is a missing piece is that she 's not here with me now cause she lives in Nashville cause she had an job offering so she moved so i stay down here so i can finish up High School. But my mom is my pride and joy and i think that if i loose her it will ripped my heart apart and there wouldn't be a reason for me to live.

Every time I walk home from pratice I always ask myself what if this world was only dark without no morning but just darkness. And I think that if it is always dark would the world would be evil cause some people think that black is a symbol for evil and more things like lonely,sad,mad and even more and I think that's the way people should see it. I think sometimes whenever it gets dark something wrong is happening someone is dying but people should really take the look into it like how would it be if it was just dark.

What are yall favorite things to do whenever you have spare time and you have no plans. I know that plenty of people got differnet things to do in their free time like watchin they favorite show, playing games, reading or blogging. But my favorite thing to do whenever I have free time is to watch Man vs Wild that's like the best show I think out there on television. He does like crazy that people normally don't do he mekes the helicopter that he rides drop him off and he has to do really terrific things to stay survive like eat maggots it raw catfish and eat scorpion and that why I like to that while I have free time cause like to watch adventure things it like intrest me.

Like all my life I always wanted to be the best at everything in life and my father that's in my life he had push me in everything that I do which mean sports my father was like the best soccer player ever I had seen tapes of him whenever he was in High School and he set a whole bunch of records at wingate that's what his high school was call in Brooklyn,New york so he's knows all about competing and everything else so that's why whenever I have any sports event and I'm in it my father will get on to me how I'm not doing that and I can say nothing back to him cause he right and he's know what it takes to be winner and a competitor. But I think after I start like doing things right and work hard at everything I do I will be the best sport player in my life cause I know what it takes and I believe in myself and I know what it takes so please take not from your parent cause it can help you in some way.

As long as I live I will never drink a gallon of water whenever I watch a scary movie called Candyman. I can remeber it like it was yesterday me and all my family instead of my father but we all watch the movies then all the sudden I had fell asleep and I think that my old of brother had pick me up and put me in my bad. Then I woke up in the middle of the night really having to go to the bathroom really bad and I said to myself I really wish I didn't drink that gallon of water that day cause I had to piss so bad. But one thing made me not wanna go be it was the dark and that how my house was pitch black black so I couldn't do anything so I stand there for like the longest thinking to myself do I wanna be a man and walk to bathroom or pee on myself so I stood there and think but then I heard a noise coming through the door the thought to myself and said is that candyman but it was my father.

Have you ever heard the song crawl by Chris Brown ita makes like perfect sense he's say that before you walk you have to crawl like until you are strong enough to walk but he was talking about your relationship before you want to get better in a relationship you have to take small steps until you can get better. And he sed another thing he said and then you run until your strong enough jump and then you fly its really a nice song and it compares a lot to the relationship to people and I really dedicates this song to people that's in a relationship and they will really like this song.

I think my christmas break was really good ieven though the wrestling team had pratice but overall it had to be one of the christmas break I had cause I had go one of the present I had ever had from my mother her love and a PS3 is like one of the best present. Whenever my mom told me that there really wasn't no santa clause at the age of 10 I didn't know what to do I thought I wouldn't be able to live anymore but whenever I got that PS3 I had really believe that they was a santa clause it was my mom and dad and I'm pretty sure that I woulnd make it if I never had my parents that why I love my parents so much and I couldn't live with out them.